I am in the echo of a whisper in a midst of the silent voices that choose to remain unheard.

I am the melody of the song that’s stuck on replay in your head that stresses the words ‘I AM HERE’. I am song.

I am the helium feeling in your chest that you long to carry you away. I am happiness.

I am the reason you type in ‘Heavy on that’ because deep down you know that things have been going wrong but you insist on conforming to the system of ‘ Its normal’.

I am the hashtag on your socials for every petition, social fight, encouragement, swipe up don’t swipe right. I AM HOPE.

I am the tear that rolls down your face when you don’t know why, how but you remember who .I am friend. I am strength.

I am the smile and the shaky thumbs up that you pull out as you look at yourself in the mirror even when your’e blue. Red with anger. I am the one to wipe of the colors of the poker face on you. I am love.

I am THE 100 on your Netflix account. No,I am the one billion reasons you choose to believe .I am not seasonal, I am forever.

I am with you, i am in you , i love you.

I am God.

I’m trying to put something together but there are no words that are ready to be said,

But due to the need to get something heard, I’ll try speak from the soul and not just my head.

I feel like I’m trying too hard to change my set path to avoid possible wrath, but no matter how hard I try, I’m still moving with the current.

I try to believe they someday I’ll be somewhere, I’m just worried that this somewhere is actually nowhere.

I did quite with the theatrics of the heart. I swore that I’d only use facts and figures. That there’s a place we call mother earth that has no room for the weak. That there’s a principle in living that has no room for flaws.

But look at me, a lesser human than what I thought I was.

I tried to fix it, all of it. I knew I couldn’t start from scratch so I decided to make what’s left last.

It’s a shame that it took this long to understand, way too long to come to terms, that I should be done with the ways of a child and learn to think like a man, how to better the bad

And forget what can’t be undone.